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I Thought I Was Just Smoking… I Was Actually Healing

I Thought I Was Just Smoking… I Was Actually Healing By BR Wilson Guitars & Cigars, The Bipartisan Patriot I go to the porch when the house finally settles, when the last voice folds into the walls and the day stops asking questions. I bring the cigar like a quiet ritual, leaf, fire, breath, nothing rushed, nothing borrowed. — I sit alone and do not call it loneliness. I call it space, room enough for a man to hear himself without translation. The chair creaks. The night leans in. A distant car passes like a thought I choose not to chase. — I strike the match, a brief sun in my hand, and the first draw comes uneven, honest, like speech after a long silence. Smoke rises, slow writing in the dark, curling, shifting, refusing to be kept. I watch it go and learn something simple, how to lift, how to loosen, how to let a thing exist without trying to hold it still. — There is comfort here in not performing. No applause to chase, no face to wear, no clever line needed to earn a nod. Here...